It’s Fucking Monday

Warning: I am not feeling very positive or motivated today. I am probably going to snap and say something really rude or hateful this morning but I promise I don’t mean it and I apologize in advance. I just really, really wanted to stay in bed and I am throwing a tiny temper tantrum because I can’t. I’m just angry I have to be an adult today.

But, luckily, I splurged a little and stopped at Starbucks for some coffee. Yeah, I could have saved a few bucks and made some at home but spending ridiculous amounts of money for caffeine just because I can makes me feel better. I imagine by the time I get about 3/4 of the way through this vanilla latte my mood will have improved.

This week is going to be a busy one so I hope I can manage my mood better going forward. My work life has been pretty quiet and I have gotten more than spoiled an I’m not happy about having to start doing actual work again. This means things around here might slow down a little bit. I apologize in advance.

This week I have to work hard to manage my time because not only am I doing more work-work, I have an extra work project and my own personal projects to do too. I care more about the projects than the day-to-day work stuff but it’s the day-to-day stuff that keeps my bosses happy and off my back.

I have no idea how I am going to make this all work when I can’t even handle getting ready in the morning without losing it. I know I will though, everything always works out in the end. So I guess more than anything this week I just have to relax. It’ll all get done and I will survive. Breathe in, breathe out, and keep putting one foot in front of the other I guess.

I’m not there yet though, right now I’m still a little angry. I’m just going to keep sipping this coffee until my heart thaws out and I am no longer a danger to myself or others.

Wish me luck.

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Hello! My name is Lisa. I find the human condition fascinating and I often write stuff about that. I blog at zenandpi.com but you can also find me on Twitter, Tumblr, and Instagram, and if you like what I do, consider signing up for my newsletter. Thanks :)

6 thoughts on “It’s Fucking Monday”

    1. Even better (for me anyway) this summer Thursday’s are my Fridays and every weekend is 3 days. That awesome schedule will be ending soon but for now, Fridays come 24 hours sooner :)

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    1. Yes, yes it does. Luckily Mondays aren’t any longer than the other days of the week (although it may feel that way) and there is always light at the end of the tunnel. You hang in there too :)

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